Midterm Crunch

Well, it's been a while since I last wrote. I've been pretty busy since then. Midterms came out a few weeks ago, and I'm not doing nearly as well as i thought I would. I really need to kick it in gear to keep my scholarship. I don't think there's much of a hope of that anymore, honestly. I've sent in an application to join the Student Ambassadors organization, so that should help me get another scholarship or a grant or something. I was so upset at one point last week that I lost my voice screeming into my pillow, and when I still wasn't satisfied, i started kicking a bucket around outside at midnight, making a lot of noise. Mark came out and helped me calm down. I've been trying to recover from that.

I'm just trying to get all my homework done and keep on top of things as best as I can right now. I got my English paper, at least the three pages that are due tomorrow done. I still have to write a Compe lab report sometime tonight, and I have a program due tomorrow that I haven't started yet either... (again).

My friend Mandy and I hang out all the time. Actually, we're going to the sadie hawkins dance next weekend. She saved me from going with someone else that I didn't really want to go with. I'm sure we'll have fun. Everyone thinks we're dating though. It's kind of annoying that this is happening to me again. I can never just have a good friend who's a girl without people thinking somethings going on.

Well, that's about it. I'm going to call it quits for today.